againWhy do I have to go through this again crushing my feelings ignoring the pain forcing myself to forget what it means to have someone to really care foragain
After the first time I told myself to never let this happen again but controling feelings is an impossible thing now all that is left is to lock them in
I do it for the sake of our friendship for it I will sacrifice the thoughts in my head and once again getting used to walking this world, alone and unwanted.
LeavingThere is no need to point out, that all you want is a friend those words got stuck in my heart the first time you said them I feel them every day, like a poisoned dagger stuck in my spine and no matter how hard I try, I can't reach it and pull it outLeaving
All I really want is for you to be happy so I start thinking you might be better of without me if I leave you now would you ever think about me would you miss me at all or just be glad that I'm gone
If I dissapear forever will you even notice that I'm missing will you shed a tear for me or just smile and look the other way
nonameForgotten and abandoned by all of my friends they all moved on and found new people my family don't know, how much that's actually wrong I wear a mask with an empty smilenoname
I do this to keep all questions away to escape from their dissapointed eyes they all think so high of me the pressure they apply is slowly crushing me
But in all of this sorrow and darkness there's a light a light from a person very similar to myself someone that I feel I can open my heart to but now I constantly fear that the light will fade away.
Stay LivingDon’t stop living ‘cause of meStay Living
Keep your eyes as bright as they are
My love is as endless as the sea
And reaches far beyond the heavenly star
Don’t shed tears for me
My life has run its course
You still have to decide what you wanna be
Keep your happiness full force
Don’t stop loving ‘cause of me
Your heart needs to be released
My death should not irritate you so bad-ly
For you should know, I’m in heaven eating the eternal banquet feast
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